Ahmerika
Try to give up man enough is enough
Got a little bit out of line started losing my touch
Simplest twist of fate caused a string of bad luck
Pockets gone broke used to not eatin too much
Crack open my fortune take a look in my soul
Hurry up n let me know constantly losin hope
Found inspiration hard to commit to my feelings
Was left as a little child my mind was my own prison
Jump at the sight of crimson am I guilty cus I’m a victim
Tired minds caged, imprisoned I served my time
Shit y’all couldn’t understand me if I debriefed in detail
So y’all follow the trail tell me where it leads
Open and shut case but jury and judge
Wait…. before you conceal my fate
Lemme plan my escape open my briefcase
Soon as they saw the stakes quickly dismissed my case
Once upon a time this was the land of the free
Good morning America country of greed
Where a man goes to prison jus for token some weed
Thank god for justice get a good night sleep
Dreamin about money from first class to suites
Treat me like a disease cus my bank account Freezed
I won’t get on my knees will not put my hand out
Die before I align in this line I’m gunna stand ground
Tired of feeling petty down to the last straw
Found a key to the city marched in the town hall
Saw crooks and cons hiding behind a mallet
All preach with no practice nowhere around it
My secret eneme
Sorry my soul is holdin grudges to all opposing
She looked inside my heart found a fire and set a blaze
You’ll never see the truth as long as you stare
So I proceed to keep lying trying to make repairs
Know who I am inside my spirit roams free
I took a chance no regret I still believe
focus my energy I’d trade away anything
To get another chance go back inside my history
Pages ripped and torn words stripped to the core
it’s all or nothing so all aboard time to change course
Faded love swallowed up no remains
Just a few memories jaded by heavy hate
So I cleaned my plate let go of everything
Inside I’m petrified I won’t succeed
Then again I feel I can take on anything
Was Taught Well Enough
As your gentle words draw me near
quickly they fall, bleeding
into this air thickened with lies
your life’s manipulated
then again, so is mine
born to cross
even the hardest lines
was taught well enough
to at least try
always dig too deep
a heart so hard headed
as i searched for love
so far down to get it
was taught well enough
to know I’m all i’ll ever have
u might think im wrong
im better off perhaps
i can see so close
as you fade to black
I’ve been against the ropes
at least it has my back
this world can be so dead and cold
I’m on my second wind
at first you blew it out
but now i breathe again
was taught well enough
to see my mistakes
to never judge
the fuel for hate
so much love
was taught well enough
so much for love
i think i’ve fell enough
Agonize us,
With blood cursed by our minds,
Knees not only bent
But raw and chewed with grit and vinegar, and
We too become mute
But not with indifference
But the pain of abandonment.
Endlessly we fight our demons
As they flay us
Mock us, and
Laugh
As they tear the eyes from our heads,
Powder our bones with jagged teeth, and
Spit us out in hopeful
Terrorized bits
That struggle to crawl together-
In Your name-
IN YOUR FUCKING MYRIAD OF NAMES
Trying to find that undeniable self
In, or
Beyond
The bloody and bloodied scraps,
Only to face your Impenetrable silence, and
The drooling, relentless demons who,
Time after time tear and shred us,
Their breath foul by our putrefying flesh.
The cross dissolves
My loves agony rips my ears and heart,
Though my tortured parts and bits are
Mute and I make a vow
From the depths of my heart,
A declaration from the place
Within me that goes beyond this body,
Beyond my soul,
Beyond my understanding,
To never love the way
I did you….
A vow to never turn my back on love
As you did,
No matter what the appearance.
You may
For ever
Abuse me, but
I refuse to pass the abuse on.
In, and from the depth of my tortured mind
And body
Accept the responsibility of my decision
To respect life
ALL LIFE
And to treat Life with Love and Kindness.
meretremfuit:underpantscharleston:
This is a REAL picture from the set…Heath Ledger was apparently a skateboarder.
That’s pretty bad-ass
Classic
tha new
ima spit no verbs i just turn to action
life after death biggie showed me the passion
please take a seat for the main attraction
i keep the heat tucked my souls everlastin
im quite reserved transformed to firing words
the next to transpire is you expired in dirt
in a flash i break loose n pick up a speed burst
when the facts soak up the proof ima pour my drink first
i hope it gets better i seen shit way worse
wishing on a change no more nickles n dimes
50 was patiently waiting i aint got the time
why sit n wait when i can step up n take
u can play it safe i get better wit higher rates
lemme talk to sampson im tryna go to the moon
cush is my middle name half baked is the mood
i got rid of my old bitch now its in wit tha new
