June 2011
3 posts
Ahmerika
Try to give up man enough is enough
Got a little bit out of line started losing my touch
Simplest twist of fate caused a string of bad luck
Pockets gone broke used to not eatin too much
Crack open my fortune take a look in my soul
Hurry up n let me know constantly losin hope
Found inspiration hard to commit to my feelings
Was left as a little child my mind was my own prison
Jump at the...
Agonize us,
With blood cursed by our minds,
Knees not only bent
But raw and chewed with grit and vinegar, and
We too become mute
But not with indifference
But the pain of abandonment.
Endlessly we fight our demons
As they flay us
Mock us, and
Laugh
As they tear the eyes from our heads,
Powder our bones with jagged teeth, and
Spit us out in hopeful
Terrorized bits
That struggle to...
My secret eneme
Sorry my soul is holdin grudges to all opposing
She looked inside my heart found a fire and set a blaze
You’ll never see the truth as long as you stare
So I proceed to keep lying trying to make repairs
Know who I am inside my spirit roams free
I took a chance no regret I still believe
focus my energy I’d trade away anything
To get another chance go back inside my history
Pages...
September 2010
2 posts
Was Taught Well Enough
As your gentle words draw me near quickly they fall, bleeding into this air thickened with lies your life’s manipulated then again, so is mine born to cross even the hardest lines was taught well enough to at least try always dig too deep a heart so hard headed as i searched for love so far down to get it was taught well enough to know I’m all i’ll ever have u might think im...
August 2010
2 posts
July 2010
2 posts
tha new
ima spit no verbs i just turn to action
life after death biggie showed me the passion
please take a seat for the main attraction
i keep the heat tucked my souls everlastin
im quite reserved transformed to firing words
the next to transpire is you expired in dirt
in a flash i break loose n pick up a speed burst
when the facts soak up the proof ima pour my drink first
i hope it gets better i...
April 2010
0 posts
March 2010
2 posts
December 2009
2 posts
Scares me so
Scare Me So by Shae Haeberle
It scares the hell out of me
This thing fighting to be
It scares everyone away
So alone I am scared to be
So these thoughts scare me so
So hope its still worth it though
So scared its not worth it at all
So i hold on scared to fall
Only my arms to hold myself together
So Scared this will last forever
So scared, so hold, so watch, just leave
What scares me...
Everything, Exept This
Poured sulfur on my open wounds
Ashamed I let this torture continue
And for love? What love
I’ve done this to myself
I drew a line and crossed it
Because I was real
Really in this for you
Intentions so dark and unknown
Rise from the ash of lost memories
Break from the pack of followers
My primary concern should be me for once
Nothing more, Noone else
Trying to find something I...
November 2009
2 posts
October 2009
6 posts
“Between going and staying the day wavers,
in love with its own transparency....”
– Octavio Paz (via imjustlikeme)
is it picture perfect? na too perfect to picture
Youd rather hide from the lightening then thunder with growth
Its why everytime u talk I try to listen real close
Slowly connecting the dots should try to figure my path
Cus im so close to the edge my souls on the crack
Sun settling down mellow colors in clouds
So perfect u couldn’t picture nothing better nothing simpler
Everything could last longer tho most people prefer to sit n watch it...
what if its.....
its inside out its a backwards crown its a home alone its a map unfound
where the source is lost where your portion’s tossed, out the window where its found and let go
what if the movement stops what if the voice is lost what if love is pain what if the leaders slain
whos gunna close the book, represent the faces, whos instrument of truth can break the chains if
the prime has past if...
Thesis of the lost poet
Starring through those words left penned out
Trying to find a meaning without reason
The victim with no help, no life, just lines
Words with such meaning if your searching to find
But noone ever looks just never cared to see
Screaming until his voice died down in a pad
The elegance in the deepness spread on faith alone
That maybe one day someone would want to know
Now its all that’s left a...
“I don’t really understand why I’m treated as such/
When we hug and we clutch,...”
– Zion of Zion I, on the track For Your Love (via knomadic) (via jaeboogie)
“If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don’t even start. This could...”
– Charles Bukowski (via kyyylitttoooo)
August 2009
2 posts
July 2009
3 posts
one day
It has escalated to the uppermost volume. Bearing a stain on the skin of my body. No charade can conceal this haunting truth. Stand for it’s debut, settle into it’s tainted ways. You cannot control these improbable obstacles. Because probability says your already misguided. Lost in the landmarks. Gliding through turbulence with foreseen tragedy. The master of tragedy. It sweeps...
June 2009
2 posts
“A Kite Rises Highest Against The Wind”
– Winston Churchill
Treading Water
The grimace on his face weeps pain
yet his eyes are dry motions the same
something was taken away from him lost in the translation..
Unaware of its dear importance
He struggles for answers
struggles to be sane
Sleep no longer an option The voices grow harsh
The past seems so many memories away
But a twinkle in his eye is a reminder
How we could always turn for help
How we pushed...
May 2009
2 posts
Wadadadang listen to my 9 milimeter go BANG
its complicated how im established aint it
u thinkin of why him how come i aint make it
see thats just the thing, ur in too much thought
while i give um results ur contemplatin the start
while im teachin the ropes u tyin ur shoes
your ok with a loss but i hate when i lose
just call it my civic duty to pick up the pace
n wen rap needs a disposer i get rid of the waste
Im the spark n the...
The PlanK
walkin towards what might be my last step
stomach turned wild from my hearts beat
this path, this plank, made not to forgive
memories sweep through me
like a sharp knife directed at my soul
ohh so many things ive seen
so much ive cared for, so much taken,lost.
buried down deep, sinking into oblivion
A sense of change that cant be corrected
The sense of nothingness,nothing but tragedy
I...
February 2009
6 posts
Shae-San
….the future is unknown so live now everyday… no pouting over the little things, no more headaches when something goes wrong, no more drama. But just like the future these things are inevitable, and you decisively remember those times so you can pinpoint the pain you’ve gone through.. But when you weigh on the past you can never heal for the future and to actually live, you must live and...
Song Titles Song
I just took a whole bunch of song titles and made a song with them.. shits dope
Im dancin with the devil in this mad world n these angels just follow me down But im ready when the guns come out, I bring out, a milli toy soldiers to make you go to sleep, Waitin for a sabatoge can neva control me, I’m the lion and the sheep in between but incomplete Maybe i deserve for you to hurt me soul so...
Always seem, to be on the other side of my better half
Conceinse misleading, If i didnt i better have
Follow the leader, Look at the shadow i never had
The truth is hiding, in the mirror with tinted glass
Tryin to get where i belong
Imagine begining weak stomach and nothin but rain falls
Places of filth trying to scrub but nothing but pain falls
His Will took him to the middle where he...
(Ahh-cu-stick)
Joggin threw my memories
go so fast but mentally
Pictures rollin threw my mind
face with no identity
Could be a close friend
maybe just an enemy
Or the person later in life
whos gunna bury me
The man upstairs looks down
Does he remember me?
Use words as weapons
full clips in my artillery
Kept my love locked down
And now its killin me
To my Friends and Family,
It starts and ends with love. For eachother, for what we have been through, and lived. But first a love must start. The love of a mother and father. An instant bond towards eachother. A pot of combned ingrediants which create the every aspect of your life. With these ingrediants you blossom or die. The roads on this highway with millions of different directions. Your once guided life...
its the last hope tangled up with some bad luck
seen the fields of green hills slope to pass ya-
bye- the long paved road where the tracks are untold
hurdling the sounds as waves rise crashing the cove
trickling water solemned by the dark green vines
swinging toward a waterfall pouring down from the skies
atop the steppest mountain holds the secret of life
the sun breaks out the clouds seem...
January 2009
1 post
“That which is form is emptiness;
that which is emptiness, form.
The same true...”
– Hardcore Zen
December 2008
6 posts
look closly in my mind youll see
the whole rap game wrapped up in me
i use to go to sleep at night to beats
Wakeup the next day with some lyrical treats
ima give um somethin they’ll believe in
Never been the one to follow; i’m leadin
Call me Mr. Special Edition you just a honorable mention
Did i get ur attention i spit to perfection
I can teach u a lesson
The Chronicals Of War
Round by round I’ve lasted
And as the fight goes on; I’ve battled
Left crippled I’ve stood in defeat
Thought for dead I’ve risen
All my time spent, waiting for this moment
This fate that brings me here is my own
Strength has been weighed on my back
This moment that has waited for me
I will grab with all my might
To snuff away all light taken from us
not because I...
This song is what i was listening to when i wrote...
winter world
the glass fogs from the harsh winter breathe
a window to a world so cold so unknown
quietly studying a symphony of life at its purest;at it’s beginning
small snowflakes cover the cities outer shell
yet there’s still a warmth felt inside me
fires burn with florescent glows to pave through the dark
it’s deep orange rays cast hope to those in need
the vibrations from their...
Street Musik
i was racin chalk lines on the pavement
moving so fast shoes stompin in cadence
street lights pass somethin to brighten my stage wit
Words stalkin; whole city for me to break my silence
Mind if i take u to the dead end of the street
Where my flow turns me around
knocks at every door for a beat
Now all the people usin they’re front steps for a seat
Whole neighborhood for my fanbase
...
