walkin towards what might be my last step
stomach turned wild from my hearts beat
this path, this plank, made not to forgive
memories sweep through me
like a sharp knife directed at my soul
ohh so many things ive seen
so much ive cared for, so much taken,lost.
buried down deep, sinking into oblivion
A sense of change that cant be corrected
The sense of nothingness,nothing but tragedy
I gripped onto what once was a dream
trying to awaken it.. instead I’d forgotten it all
Sealed and sent off into the waves
Running voilently, freely.
Timid to return, this place consumed with so much pain
my heart cried out into the dark, echoing
the smoke signal died down as i sat,as i waited.
Finally reaching a turning point
but i was left with nowhere to go
I’ll never forget my path, this plank
concealed with beauty, hiding the ugly truth.
Lost at sea as the cold attacked my body like a plague
i lay motionless, eyes begining to grow heavy
like the love trapt inside me, weighing me down
I let go of everything, sinking to my doom
sinking towards my last breathe
to the only place i know is real
Sent off violently, freely.
This current, made not to forgive
but to take and to be lost in.
